college is sowly draing all of my life force away i dont want to be on such a tight squedule if a free spirt bitches i cant handle this shit not to mention my stupid parents cant even get off their own asses and do anything like pay for my fuckin tution yeah well i have it better than tabby does though i really shouldnt bitch but im gonna anways ugg plus my meeting david has been moved up 2 months so imway nervios like crazy.plus likei said i slowly losing all counsitionsness to who i am and just going s tad bit crazier than i already was which if you think about it shoud be impossible seeing how ive been out of my fuckin mind for over 3 years now i dont know if im ready for college yet im still in that mode where i just want to do what i want when i want and that totally doesnt work really,,i just want6 to be freeeeeeeeeeee if i wasnt so high fuckin matinese i would just drop out and be an anarcist not contributing to sociaty at all but unforanetly there are some things i need in life like tv and internet
its possible i could live with just internet though all i need is sites to download anime and manga and movies ect from.. i would want a lot of external hard drives though im already slowly filling up all of the one in my computer with free anime w007 yeah for licinsing differentations in the us plus if i wanst on cmus stupid server i could hsve bittorrent snd have everythingi would ever want
wow see the add pateren i totally got off topic not to metion that i was already supposed to be doing somthing right now accually there is a million things i could be doing right now like doing my 3 page 50 point paper that is due wend. i dont htink the teacher are gonna like it though because as of right nowi ve decided idont wanna teach for the simple reason of getting my ass out of bed in the morning.,, i wishi could be a professer right away and only have after noon classes..
this is accually a total waste of my time yet it is toatlly fun holy fuckin shit i typed tottalyy ugg i said im goin nuts plui tabbys moving out which means i get to move dorm rooms and shit which is gonna be way fuckin fun.....
and be alone in the little room i went through a lot of shit to getthat big room i need lots of room for all my shit..but i get ti be alone at least for a little while ...i need to do something yet im still here typing what kind of shit is this lol im gonna copy it and paste it to all my blogs vwhahahaha thatll give me more time just to shit off. i need to memorize this stupid thing from v for vendetta by 1 and its aleardy 1230 i need to work but i dont wanna omfg its so much fun to ride around campus on a bike i scared the shit out of a bucj of ppl plus they look at me funny when i ride on the grass.. i like its never donr any way i nned to go buy i dont want to i just wanna sit here and type shit its way fun just sitting and hetting weird looks caus ei randomly start laughing at what im tyoing peace ppl.,,,,